Kantai Collection ( KanColle ) Quote

"Don't hesitate to tell the people you care about the feelings you have for them. Because they may not be there tomorrow." - Akagi.

Kokoro Connect; Taichi and Iori's "talk"

Iori: [ Were we ever in love with each other? ]

Taichi: [ I think we were... At least I believe it that way. Even though it was a premature love. ]

Iori: [ I guess you're right, I believe so too... I'm sorry. I've been an immature girl. ]

Taichi: [ No, I should be the one apologizing. But, thank you. ]

Iori: [ No, I should be thanking you. Really. Thank you very much. ]

Taichi: [ I never looked at your true nature properly, I've only been pursuing an ideal image all these time... ]

Iori: [ No, not at all... Did you? ]

Taichi: [ I'm pretty sure I did... ]

Iori: [ That being said, I'm very happy that you're willing to fall in love with me... Honest! ]

Taichi: [ Ahh... Thank you. ]

Iori: [ I had loved you too. ]

Taichi: [ Had loved...? ]

Iori: [ ...The I in the past really did love you, but that was when I was clueless about many things, and misunderstood many things. And then... I've changed. ]

Taichi: [ Indeed, you really have changed. ]

Iori: [ Or should I say I've returned to normal? In any case, I've changed. For me, it was a very dramatic change. Not just from this time... Tons have happened after all. ]

Taichi: [ Yeah. ]

Iori: [ Hence I want to restart everything from scratch... Sorry, I'm being so irresponsible. ]

Taichi: [ Not at all. If I went through that much as well, I would choose to do the same. Not to mention, I think your change was great. And speaking of irresponsible, I could say the same for myself too. I mean, I did love you, but truth to be told... it felt like I only indulging myself about being in love. ]

Iori: [ Ah, I know how that feels. ]

Taichi: [ You do right? Because... love is amazing. ]

Iori: [ It is amazing! How should I put it... It's too complicated for words! ]

Taichi: [ I was thinking, love is irresponsible to begin with right? Of course, it's best to be honest with each other, but there's no reason to be bound by responsibility, or worry about what the other thinks and keep holding yourself back... right? Though I must admit I'm just copying a certain somebody. ]

Iori: [ Love is a difficult question... In fact, I'm not even sure if I understood the meaning of being friends. But I'm not supposed to think about these with logic right? ]

Taichi: [ Er... I don't know the answer to that either! ]

Iori: [ Right? Hm~ I'd say, it would be like the feeling falling in love with someone, or someone falling in love with you. The sentiment in your heart, feel it, think about it... ]

Taichi: [ And then one step at a time, slowly advance forward. ]

Iori: [ ...Ew, you sound like an old man! ]

Taichi: [ Don't call me an old man... ]

Iori: [ Then~ Hurry up and go out with someone already. ]

Taichi: [ Yeah, you're right. Speaking of which, I could say the same for you too. ]

Iori: [ Mhm. Though, that someone..., ...won't be either one of us again right? ]

Taichi: [ I... thought so too. How should I say it, we... Ours was an extraordinary love, did I say it right? ]

Iori: [ Yup. I was thinking of that too. It was premature, but it was without a doubt, real love. And exactly because of that... there's no way for us to easily mend it. ]

Taichi: [ Right. ]

Iori: [ By the way, this conversation is embarrassing! There's no way I could say any of these if we were face to face, not even on the phone. It's only at this time, in this place, that I'm able to say it. ]

Taichi: [ Should we thank this situation... this phenomenon? ]

Iori: [ Hell no! I hate it. In no way would I even think of thanking it! Ah, it's almost time... Say, how did I even know? Actually, what's even going on right now? I suppose I haven't been sleeping well lately. I was about to collapse so I kinda took a nap... What's the situation right now? ]

Taichi: [ ...You know, I think we're better off not to worry about it too much. ]

Iori: [ ...I guess. In that case, I have something to tell you in the end! ]

Taichi: [ I have something to tell you too. ]

[ It's great to be able to fall in love with you. ] [ It's great to be able to fall in love with you. ]

New year, same hope

2014 mungkin ga banyak yg terjadi bagi gua. 2014 mungkin bukan tahun terbaik bagi gua. 2014 terkesan sedikit "meh" bagi gua. 2014 mungkin tahun yang sedikit membosankan bagi gua. 2014 ga banyak naik turun. Yaaa meninjau ke belakang, mungkin hidup gua emang ga terlalu banyak naik turun juga sih =))

Tapi 2014 yg paling banyak merubah gua.

2014 yg paling banyak membuat memori bagi diri gua sendiri. 90% dari 2014 gua habiskan di kamar sendiri.

Orang2 bilang gua pendiam,  meskipun rasanya gua udah banyak bicara. Orang bilang gua ansos, walaupun gua sudah berusaha embrace communication. Papa mama gua bahkan bilang "lu selama liburan ga terdengar suara lu", meskipun gua berusaha kumpul bareng.

Introvert. Overall 2014 gua memang berusaha untuk ga terlalu banyak interaksi dengan org lain.

Tapi sekarang muncul lah 2015. Gua ga kayak kebanyakan orang yang wish & resolution nya berlebihan. Wish gua utk 2015 cuma "I hope nothing change too much" aja. I'm happy with how things are working, with me who doesn't really give a fuck, and with people who don't have to give a fuck to me. Tapi gua malah berharap banyak challenge di tahun untuk gua. Seperti yg gua bilang "2014 terlalu membosankan bagi gua." New year resolution gua simple "gua mau semakin dewasa." Contohnya gua bisa berpikir jauh kedepan sebelum mengambil keputusan.

Mungkin ini aja yg gua mau sampaikan. Ah iya, Happy New Year ya buat kalian semua. Semoga wish & resolution kalian buat tahun baru ini bisa terkabul

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Quote from Sakurasou no Pet na Kanojo by Kanda Sorata

I wanted to blame someone for my being bored. But it wasn’t anyone else fault. If you really want it, the world can change colors in a flash.

Beginning and Ending, quote from Inou-Battle wa Nichijou-kei no Naka de

All things that begin must end.
And we do our best because they end.
And because we do our best, there are new beginnings.
For things to begin, there must be endings.
Now, let's start the end of the beginning.

Quote from Sword Art Online

Asuna: Hey. If you married someone and then you discovered they had a side you didn't know, what would you think? 
Kirito: Maybe that I was lucky... 
Asuna: uhm ?
Kirito: Because if you marry someone it means you already like what you know about them, right? So if you found something new about them and fell in love with that too... wouldn't that be great ?

Another useless post

Because...of...
Love ?
HAHAHAHAHA...... CUT IT OUT !
You think people can't move on...because of love ??
No...
People can't move on because of the PAIN !
"The deeper you're in love, the more painful it gets", this bullshit sentence is not so bullshit.
You really think that the reason someone can't fall in love with someone else, because they're still on "love" with someone in the past ? No. They can't fall in love, because they remember the pain. Because every time they think of love, they feel pain. Because every time they want to move on, they're haunted by the past.
But, what do I know ? I'm just a boy that doesn't understand love...at all. Yes, I'm just a boy. What do I know ? Maybe I'm not mature enough to understand it.

Human needs to be mature enough to understand love. But, ever since we're a little, we know what PAIN is.