Mind vs Heart

What's with this reverse psychology ? Why do we keep telling that we don't want something, when we really really want that so bad. And why do we even said we need something that we can't even understand. I don't understand......

I told people to be mature, though I loved being a kid.

I expect things to go the right way, though I don't even try.

I convinced people to study well, though I buy new game every month.

I told myself that I don't really need something, though I'd give my everything to have that.

I told people to stop worrying about me, though I'm not really sure how well I'm doing.

I gave people some really good advice, though I'm stuck...with my own life.

I cheered up when people invited me to go with them, though I don't like people.

I said that I want to make many friends, though I just want to be alone.

I thought to myself that I needed love, though I don't know what love really is...

It's not the loneliness that's gonna eat me alive, it's when I think it is.

Love, quote from Toradora!

There is something in this world that no one has ever seen before.
It is gentle and sweet.
Maybe if it could be seen, everyone would fight over it.
That is why the world hid it, so that no one could get their hands on it so easily.
However, someday, someone will find it.
The person who deserves it the most will definitely find it.

<Deep title here>

Humans aren't perfect, yes obviously. And we need that imperfection, so we can love, because deep in our mind we need other people, yes I'm aware of that. But humans are devolving. We keep making excuses to every tiny little mistakes we made with these 4 words: "I am not perfect". Humans always give and take excuses. That's why we're lack of competent people nowadays.

Now lemme ask you a question. If you're perfect, can you do anything right ? The answer is simply "yes". But if you can do anything right by yourself, would you need other people ? No.

I'm imperfect and I'm clearly aware of that. We're all imperfect. But we need to stop making excuses. Mistakes are mistakes. Everybody is doing it. What we could do is learn from it, and became a better person. And if you see someone making it, tell them. There's no shame in making mistakes. What shameful is when you don't learn from it :)